Candace
Walking in Yours and Other’s Shoes
By Candace
Jan 9, 2008, 20:35

Walking in Yours and Other’s Shoes

By Candace

January 8, 2008

Hi everyone, somebody a few days ago posted on one of the yahoo groups, asking me if I have ever tried walking in the shoes of all of you who have been waiting for almost three years now. The first piece went up January 31, 2005. This person is tired of the waiting I assume and numerous other issues part of all of this.

The writer’s question came about, because sometimes I make a statement that if those who like to discredit me and this work, that if they could walk even a bit in my shoes, they would stop the discrediting. They don’t live my daily life, they don’t have contacts like I do, they haven’t experience the Phoenix being in my skies for 10 months, and all the rest of the multiples of stuff I have hinted at in posts and in the various messages.

Let me assure you, empathically that I do as much as possible, walk in your shoes. I have always done this about others and their issues, for it is truly a way to look and determine where another is coming from, and in doing so, one can have an understanding. As a nurse I did this a great deal. It’s a wonderful tool when one is feeling judgmental of another, for in attempting mentally to walk in the shoes of the one whose behavior we are not pleased with, comes understanding of the possibilities that brought that person to where they are.

Walking the shoes of another is perhaps one of the greatest spiritual tools we can develop and will be a most important tool in the coming times. I can even walk in the shoes of the dark ones, and have an idea where they are coming from, when I consider how they were raised, the pressures, the things they face, and their gross immaturity.

I tried to walk in Hillary’s shoes a bit yesterday, after seeing the most recent episode of tears before a crowd. While this lady is crooked as all get out, I do sense she truly believes however in what she stands for, and is in great fear of loosing it all. I think she is also terrified of experiencing a jell cell.  Daddy Bush as been seen to break down in public a couple times in the last year or so too, and I imagine his dream is ending. I don’t agree with their dreams whatsoever, but nevertheless, none of them got to where they are now, without their desires, however misplaced.

I suspect some of these ones who have planned the new world order, Plan 2000, may actually think what they have planned is right and necessary for the massive problems facing mankind. I assume also that those who have joined forces with them, see the problems coming to this world and think these “elders” have the right idea, and have no idea of the deception behind the scenes and how they are being used.  Dark Plan 2000 is a very shortsighted way of dealing with the planetary problems, and it is totally related to service to self, they just want to survive, and to hell with the rest of world. Know that they do know that this earth is going to do something strong and they are worried.

I sit here typing today, with some impatience myself. I have been involved in this really since I suppose the mid 90’s, and especially since my experience in March of 1998 that really caused me to move forward. I have that little experience documented in my first chapter of The Miracle That is Me.

I know how you all come to the site, hoping for a new update. I know life is tough for many of you. I know you want the “miracle” that is to begin, NOW, and sometimes preferably long before now.  When I answer an email from any of you, or make a post maybe to a group, or my forum when I had it up, I would often try to place, as best as I can, in the shoes of the person writing whatever it was I was responding too, because to do that, makes the answer much more personal.

Sometimes I place myself in the incorrect shoes, and the answer is not suitable. Email can be difficult for this reason, because I don’t know the background of the person and I can make an incorrect assumption, and have. I always appreciate it, when the honest person at the other end of my email, writes back to tell me that what I perceived of them or the question, is incorrect and I had the wrong pair of shoes on.

We can’t every fully walk in the shoes of a person, but in the honest attempt to do so can certainly show a new perspective. And if the attempt was not correct and the other person confronts back on it, then new enlightenment does occur around the issue. Sometimes I will write and ask a question, which is helpful to them, and me in trying to do this shoe thing.

Some of you in those early days, because I was unheard of, and the message resonated so strongly, place me in a bigger pair of shoes than was necessary. Sometimes it was difficult to fill that enlarged size of shoe. While I have this skill that some are so envious of, I have lived a most ordinary life, and that of a person troubled more and more by this world. I sometimes contributed to the problems, and to sit around and do nothing is to contribute, and so I simply decided to become part of the solution rather than the problem.

I have been impatient with planet Earth, I think as long as I have memories from the times I began to think in this life. Since before I was two, I have these memories, and always questioning how things are done here. I learned early that the only way to deal with life here was to look at it outside myself. This is such an amazingly confused planet. And in that is the blessing of being here, for the learning. I assure those of you who are impatient, that I too share this with you. There is so much that needs doing and I want to be about that and so do you.

As time draws on, I am witnessing two things. There are those who are patient and know that all will happen in God’s good time, and many of you have joined that group that were once impatient. The other thing going on, is that a few people have become very challenging to this, and rather than calling me and Jess “confused and mixed up as to who were are working with”, are now calling us deception artists, doing this on purpose to cause harm.

To that, I would ask, given I receive no money for this, living on my retirement and other small funds, why would I put 3 years of 100 hour weeks into this, since I became public, to say nothing of an extensive education prior to my public life.   Just to play a nasty game and walk away laughing perhaps? Hardly dear ones of you who are trying to claim such. The dark side has threatened me in many ways. I get email threats of course; my mobile home park has had missiles sent to it, without care for the other inhabitants of this place. I get nasty phone calls. I get messages through cell towers.  I was offered a nice cozy job on the CIA payroll to merely do what others in “new age” are doing, just putting our nice, meaningless, confusing material. 

 In the early days I answered an average of 100 emails a day, before I began to work on a website. While a few of these were very simple, such as maybe adding a name to my mailing list I once had because I didn’t have a website, many were long and detailed and involved ongoing conversations over which several emails were shared.

So back to you, gracious and long awaiting readers and co creators, what do I perhaps understand about this long wait? I understand you wish to serve the larger cause, and have no funding to do so at this time. I understand that some of you do question my motives at times and I put myself in those shoes, because I have done the same with others of whom I read. And I have experienced trusting some who failed me later. 

I understand you have no open proof and for some of you, this is frustrating indeed. But to those of you in this arena, you should be seeing the dark plans beginning to fall apart, through the absurd race in this country for the next resident to be put into the White House by unscrupulous means, and the banking crisis.

You don’t even have a picture of me, yet, for I do need a bit of privacy, in part for my security.  I do have one on the private area of the forum for my team. For some of you, until you see me, or perhaps talk to me on the phone, have no idea if in a sense I truly exist. I try to walk in these shoes of those who are still not sure who I am, by writing, trying to share a bit of myself, in a variety of modes, such as this one. Many of you have stayed in the game, simply because you know, and for that I am so thankful, because this that I do, is my knowing, and not a belief system.

Some of you tire of the changing game plan. So do I. And then I have to put myself into Esu’s and Christ Michael’s shoes so that I can gain an understanding of their viewpoint. Many of you do this too, I see in your posts, and you email to tell me it is so. For you too, have walked in their shoes. I read those letters and posts to them, when they come to me.

The largest reason I hear of impatience from so many of you, is because you walk in the shoes of those who hurt so badly on this planet, and you want something done about it. Many of you are ready to serve; a few others of you still need someone else to do it. I understand this, because those in that place, needing someone else, are usually not fully confident in themselves.

I had some disappointment when there were fewer missions submitted than I hoped, and I can walk in the shoes of those who did not submit missions. I know some of you are afraid to dream the dream until you have some more proof. Others aren’t able to label themselves a messiah yet, it seems so daunting to do so. I can walk in those shoes because I have had situations in my own life, in which some things seemed too daunting, for any of a variety of reasons. Also involved with some of you, is that the word “messiah” means the big world savior, but to those of you who feel this way and uncomfortable with using this word for yourselves, I can only say, that without many messiahs of all shapes and kinds, this world will not be healed.

I understand why some just need some proof. I have needed proof. There is nothing wrong with wanting some proof. As I began my own journey in this particular arena, I too, needed a bit of proof. I was given a lot of little proofs, which supplied me with support, and even now some days, I go over that rather large list of proofs, to prop myself back up a bit. So I can say, that in this area, I too understand, more than some might think.

This waiting has been good for all of you and this project. It grows with every “failure” that seems to come, because then the failure is known, and something more suitable can be created. In the end, we will be far ahead of where we would have been a few years ago, if the first idea of NESARA just for the USA had become a reality.

All of you waiting, are learning about the processes of God. You are learning that on this planet, we are going to co create the salvation of the planet with God. This is called “partnership.”  You are learning there is NO magic ascension, but that the ascension must be co created. There is no other way. Light and Life can’t be entered into with wars, starvation, poor relationships, the break down of the family, and the loss of moral values that continue to plague this planet.

For those walking in the shoes of this knowing, you know also that the circumstances must be correct and so it well be. I have myself walked in such a huge variety of my own shoes, through my own experiences, that I assure you, from my experience I can walk in the shoes of many, and this project would have not been born as it has, if I could not do that.

I often sense you need an update. Sometimes I am frustrated when Christ Michael or Esu say, not yet. I too suffer from wanting more details, as do you, but for security of everyone involved, and the plan, some details may not be shared. I long as you do, for a time when we can walk in truth and honesty on this planet, without secrets.

Many of your concerns during the wait, is because, beloveds, you do yourselves walk well in the shoes of others and know their needs. You have walked painfully sometimes in your own shoes. You long for an open door. So do I. But perhaps in this waiting some of us could have found some more co creative power, that power, called Two or More in my Name and perhaps help effect the conditions a bit faster. I often ponder this.

I forget even myself to go call on my representatives when they are home. I want others to go with me for safety and power, and I can’t find enough others willing to stick out their necks. Some of this is related to the others not seeing the problem or thinking we can fix it during the next election. I do so hope America since the last election in 2004, is starting to realize the problems of this country can’t be fixed in the voting booth. That’s the easy way, and easy doesn’t work on this planet.

I also know some of you are living in fear, because you know too much, and you don’t want to face what could be coming. And it is coming, if people do not wake up and begin to solve the problems, with or without celestial assistance. You are impatient because of your fear, and you have no idea what to do with it. I have walked in those shoes too. I have too many past life memories of things that went wrong, besides with this life. I had great fear during the 2000 election, and didn’t even fully know why, but when the Supreme Court put Bush into office, my fear level rose a great deal.

Some of you have pressing health problems, or your loved ones do, and you want something real in the way of star medicine, some of which we have covered in the early messages. If they could just get here, these problems would be quickly done with. But recall also, that all this will also take time to effect, and many of you can improve your health greatly if you but take your own journey into health, and stop the dependence on the medical system as it currently exists. I learned quite the hard way that I over depended on medicine, as it currently exists.

I have been poor financially. I have been ill, with chronic illness and have had many surgeries. I have been unable to bear children for a time. I have been sexually assaulted several times, and experienced sexual harassment at work. I was an abused child and grew up in a hugely dysfunctional family. I have experienced many, many disappointments. I have walked in plenty of my own miserable shoes.

I have walked in the shoes of many others in my many careers.  Nursing was the one I was in for the longest period of time. I have walked the shoes of being self-employed. I have walked the shoes of being divorced, and a nasty divorce it was. This list could be huge, but you don’t need it all tonight. You have walked, most of you, based on my correspondence, in similar and differing uncomfortable shoes that did not fit. And how gifted you are for that, if you will look at all this mis- fitting shoes as the most important gifts you have received in this life.

The Jupiter event is not going to be pleasant, the aftermath of it. We have many challenges ahead. But because all of you have walked in so many shoes of your own, and those of your loved ones, and in your various employment, you are going to make great messiahs. You are the way showers. You know what it’s like, because you have lived it, in this life and others. You understand, for all these ill fitting shoes we have all worn, that we will one day create a planet, where people’s shoes begin to fit.

I need to see Jupiter too! None of us has proof of it until it happens. The only thing I can say, regards all of this waiting and all the issues all of us face while we wait, is that I do know what I do, and I do trust completely those that I work with. I could not have started this journey, nor could I continue it, if my trust was otherwise. I am anxious. I am excited. I am miserable with my own impatience to get started. I am bored right now too, it seems like I am just walking one step after another routine step each day. Plugging on.

I wish to see change, viable change on this planet, so badly I can taste of it. Some days my stomach hurts terribly from the waiting. Some days the tears flow when something nasty happens on TV and if we had only done this sooner, whatever it is wouldn’t have happened. Some days I throw up my hands and walk away for a bit, to regain my perspective. My God, I do this 7 days a week, 24 hours a day, even when I sleep it seems. Even when with family and friends.

I live with packed suitcases on my bed, from being “on call.” It makes little sense to unpack them, repack them, unpack them, and repack them. This is terribly difficult sometimes for me. The Regional Directors play the same game. I have gone out I don’t know how many times, and I have to be escorted for my safety, to buy, again, enough kitty litter and cat food, for my cats while I am gone. My star fleet guards are going to care for them until I return. I won’t be back until several days after stasis is over, and I will leave a bit before it starts. I need enough of various supplies, you know even toilet paper, so I don’t have to shop right away, and the shops may be closed or have troubles staying stocked.

Whenever it seems close again, I have to complete a lot of little details one always faces just prior to travel. I have canceled things I wanted to do, because I am “on call.”  Anymore I don’t. I let those that will dematerialize me to the Capricorn worry about that. Over Christmas I went to a relative’s house, and I simply left my car keys and a note on the bedside table for them, in case my time came during the night to go. Because there was lots of other luggage belong to my family in the bedroom I slept in, I even put my overnight bag on the bed, so star fleet didn’t beam their suitcases aboard, and this was silly, because you see, all my bags are tagged, but I forgot this.

Some mornings I get up and realize I hadn’t packed my cell phone. OK, the thing won’t work on ship and in the Himalayas, but I need the phone numbers on it, and I can use it when I am on the ground during announcement. I forget to pack the computer, just in case. Oh well, they will get it for me. We have been so close off and on now since last spring and let me tell you, this gets really old from my own perspective.

I was injured in May, I had announced I was going shopping and where, over the phone, and someone, despite my guards, tagged my belly with a beam weapon and I required Dr. Rafael’s assistance and yet another stem cell transplant to the injured adrenal gland to get back in shape. I had a favorite cat murdered by black ops a year ½ ago, to send me a little lesson. I have to remember to not tell people, where possible, my plans on the phone. I am remote viewed and when I leave my park, a team member who can shield remote viewers must attend my travel for simple errands. This individual comes from the Capricorn, every single time I step out of this mobile home park.

I spent months in training to remodel my body and learn use mental abilities to make the dematerialization process easier. This process was NOT comfortable. I have been dematerialized many times in my house, and during the training, I had to be in strong energy beams for up to 3 hours at a time. These sometimes burn and hurt. Sometimes I have had to do this over and over for up to 28 hours once.  This is done by the same individual above that shields me from the remote viewers. This person resides on the Capricorn and has been in my home hundreds of times now. And Esu comes in sometimes too.

This in itself creates tremendous anticipation of the coming events. Yes, I am impatient. I do walk those impatient shoes with you.  This is hard, much more than you realize. Fun? NO!!!!!!!!  But worth it?  God yes!!!!!! For when we do this, it will go as best as possible. The plans during stasis are huge, and the planet will not be brought out of stasis, until the plans are fully formed and in place that will yield up the best possible potential result. Nothing short of a global plan of greatness, gets rid of the New World Order plan 2000.

Beloveds’ I KNOW. This isn’t a fairy tale I live. Anything but. This is the hardest work I have ever done and the most fulfilling, but not full filling enough, not until we really open that door. I ask those impatient and unsure, would you have rathered not know, knowing what you do know? Should we have not done this, and thus not have a team, and those of you who will now serve, because you know? Should I have gone away after a few months and just dropped it? Where would that have left you?  You have been so gifted in this, despite the long wait. Look what you know of God now! You have a greater understanding of the process. Your knowledge has increased. Look what you will be able to contribute, and what you have dreamed to date.

Christ Michael gets frustrated too. Any of you have spent goodly time reading the Phoenix Journals see the emotion, do you not? Nothing has changed there, except the increasing compassion to what must be done, to co create with us the process. Esu sometimes is totally exhausted for a bit and very frustrated. He has had ones close to him murdered that were on the ground.

You have been touched. We are so much further into the Two or More in My Name idea. Isn’t it worth the little annoying discomforts for what is to come? I think yes. I know yes. Be in peace please, all of you. And those detractors out there, perhaps you too will rethink this and come to serve when you have the proof. I hope so, and you will be welcomed, no matter that you have made this journey for me with your detracting, a bit more uncomfortable. 

I promise, you will have your proof. I certainly have not been informed that star fleet is just going to fly off and leave earth to her demise. There is way too much invested in this, by not only our visitors from other planets, who are giving of themselves, and sometimes their lives, but all the angelics from ”heaven.”  More are coming. Do you realize there are all total, including the incarnates, about 200 billion dedicated beings here already?  This is no small project. But I remind you, they are here to assist and not to do the work for us. They will work with us, in co creation. Nothing would be learned otherwise.

For those of you who might not remember, or haven’t read all the messages, this is the only planet that a Creator Son has ever returned to twice incarnate. In fact the Bestowal Avonal Sons don’t return in this manner either. This is unique. Christ Michael is the first to roll up this sleeves and get into a planet in this manner. Normally the sons make a nice return visit when the planet enters Light and Life. But they don’t roll up their sleeves and return incarnate and get their hands dirty. Did you know Christ Michael has been “captured” when he visits some of these creeps personally? Silly I know, he simply makes himself invisible and is beamed out. But still it has happened. Esu too is back, all part of the plan.

 We are so blessed, and all of you impatiently waiting, are hugely blessed for your roles you are creating to participate in this. Please continue your support, for Jupiter is past turning the clock the other way, and it’s going to happen. Yes,  I do walk in many shoes.   Namaste, Candace

PS: A great mini mission, now and in the future, is to practice living in another's shoes, if you aren't so great at that yet!