[lol! i was actually told to report to my own treehouse...........]
CM: SO! Here you are! I trust that you are happy with your circumstances as they stand now?
K: I AM humbled and grateful to say the least. But why are we here, again? From what You’ve told me, this could just as well be a private conversation.
Esu: We just felt that this way was better. Besides, We haven’t really enjoyed your hospitality lately.
CM: Considering everything you’ve been taught in the past few weeks, where would you say you stand on things now?
K: I stand with You, with PAPA. You know that.
CM: But why? Even you told yourself that if things hadn’t changed by the new year, you would be leaving our fair company. What changed your mind?
K: I said I would be considering it, yes. I was highly disappointed and had to consider that I was faced with an extremely devastating circumstance that would require me to rethink my thoughts, feelings, opinions, beliefs and position and place in all of this. What was I responsible for? This had to be my own fault. I must have gotten things wrong. There was no way I was going to ever let it be said that a Master Son couldn’t keep His promise. The thought of it was unfathomable to me. The cause of such a situation had to be within myself. The best thing to do would be to take the rap and disappear to suffer the fate of my own making. There have been too many delays and disappointments. If I can be wrong about this, I can be wrong about everything. I had to go over everything with a fine tooth comb several times before I made up my mind as to my final position on things.
Esu: And if We told you that you got it right and nothing was your fault? That your messages were, indeed, as given what then?
K: Dude, Chief, if you can’t count on a promise made by a Michael Son, what can you count on? I made You look bad, not to mention that this is just another in a long line of announcements and updates that have been changed or delayed or tossed out. I can deal with the rising number of people that look at me and say ‘Dude, really?’ and I’m sure that AH is used to taking the heat. But at some point, when God says ‘A’, ‘A’ should happen, and on time, I might add. All I’ve done is contribute to giving people more reason to doubt You. I don’t like that. It’s not supposed to be that way.
CM: And how is it supposed to be?
K: I dunno....we’re only as good as our word being backed up by action and the fulfillment of our word.
You say a thing, a thing should be. We get enough broken promises from each other. We expect better from You.
Esu: So you would prefer a half-assed job just for the sake of expediency?
K: No, of course not! It’s just....
CM: And what have I told you about expectations?
K: Expectation leads to disappointment. One should flow with the moment as it turns into the next moment and lead those moments into the direction that is needed or desired. Every moment offers changes in momentum and adjustments must be made according to those moment to moment changes. Even arrows and bullets are affected by the winds, just as intentions are affected by the wind of changes. But You made promises that led us to have expectations and all I can think is that I corrupted the message and the fault lies in myself and couldn’t possibly lay within You.
Esu: And WE say that you got the messages as given and things did not turn out as promised. It is what it is and here We all are. But you were going to leave our gracious company. Why did you stay?
K: Nowhere else to go. There was still nothing I could see that revealed any lying or sudden departure from the direction that was taken from the beginning. Explanations seemed reasonable and acceptable, at least to me they were. There was nowhere else where I could find such an interactive connection and community in support of Divine Will. My learning sessions were accelerated. My understanding increased. There was still nobody asking for money for this or that, no advertising, no excuses...just a situation of forging ahead and continuing to get the job done ...damn the torpedoes and full speed ahead...and all that...the only other thing that was left for me was to go completely within and appeal to PAPA for my true place in things, which I did.
CM: And how’d that work out for you?
K: Amazingly well, actually! I’m in a whole new place with a whole new and higher perspective! I’ve been made into something else and I can’t thank you guys enough for that. Once I saw things from this perspective, wild unicorns couldn’t drag me away. I’m here. I AM WITH YOU. CAPISCI?
Esu: And your fear of what loomed before you? What happened to that?
K: Didn’t matter anymore. I wasn’t happy about it and wasn’t looking forward to it, but I figured I’d live through it so I just started preparing to drink that cup and let it be what it was going to be. All that mattered was my place with You Guys, especially PAPA.
CM: And what happened?
K: What do you mean ‘what happened?’ YOU bailed my ass out. That’s what happened! A miracle and a blessing to be sure and SOURCE Bless All Involved! But it’s even better to know that I have a place in all of this and that place is real...for real real. That means more than anything. It’s nice to know that I did something right, after all.
CM: And now you wonder why WE don’t do this for everyone that has been so supportive of this effort to affect the ascension of Gaia and procure the Great Harvest so that enlightened humanity may forge ahead towards its Divine place and enter through The Grand Portal?
K: Well, surely there are others that have done so much in support of The Light and the raising of consciousness on Gaia and The Ascension of Gaia and of Your project and PAPA’s Will through You.
You’ve done this for me. Surely You can do just as well, if not better, for others that are just as deserving and more deserving than I AM. What would be the harm in letting blessings and miracles abound for those that have chosen and traveled on The Great Path and have given of themselves all that they could, doing The Great Work and living by and in the Will Of The One?
Let it be said that in those last days that there were indeed, signs and wonders and warnings and miracles and blessings and rewards and that each was given to according to their works. Let everything be it’s own reward. Those that have struggled to live by The Way, let them receive the rewards of it now. Those that have lived in opposition to The Way, let them also receive their just due. Let people see the consequences of their actions and thoughts and feeling and intentions now. Let it be a testimony to all creation that the sincere and loving children, the workers of God’s estate are not cast aside to suffer needlessly in faith without that faith being rewarded.
I know that you guys aren’t here to solve our personal problems but surely the karmic accounts would be enough to let people experience the rewards of their sincerity or insincerity, as the case may be. It’s one thing to tell people that they were off the mark, it’s another thing to let them experience just how far off the mark they are. Consider it an object lesson for the sake of experience.
CM: So you would have Us open wide the vault of karmic balance and let people experience the full affect and realization of their state of being? Let everyone be given their just due now, all at once?
K: I don’t really know all the details of how that works. When You say it like that it sounds chaotic. Maybe people wouldn’t be able to take it. It would be too much for them. But isn’t that what’s going to happen anyway? Even with the announcements, they might not be feeling it. But hey, don’t mind me. What do I know? It just seemed to me that, while all of this is going on, it would be nice for people to see the rewards of living THE GREAT LIFE.
Too many people don’t even think about it. But if you see all of these people that you’ve laughed at for years all of a sudden having the most wonderful and miraculous things happening for them...well, it’s got to make you wonder. It will make you wonder even more when you realize that you and all the other people that either help perpetuate the dark bullshit or just cooperated or surrendered or ignore it all just so they could be considered acceptable and/or just live the best life they could without being ostracized.....let people experience what it really means to live the life they’re living. As they have given, let them be given to. As they have taken, let them be taken from...that sort of thing. It’s just a suggestion. I AM not expecting You to just up and do it. I’m just saying it would be nice. Just sayin’. Don’t mind me.
Esu: We should do this for all the members of AHS?
K: Do this to everyone. There are many out there that are doing exactly what You and PAPA need and want them to do and doing it right, that aren’t members of AHS or even know of or support AH.
There are members of AHS that may be......not so supportive....you know who’s who and what’s what...do the math and act accordingly.
Esu: We tested you and rewarded you accordingly. Should We do this for everyone?
K: You do it all the time. People are tested everyday. All I AM saying is that maybe you can....give a grade before announcements. We see it all the time anyway. Some guy just won the lottery the day before his house was going to be foreclosed on. Great! A miracle for sure! Does he give credit to God or does he just say it’s luck? Stuff happens everyday. People are saved everyday. People pay everyday. This doesn’t change anything. All I’m saying is that, in these final days, let it be made perfectly clear what comes from where. Let light and darkness be rewarded according to their just due and let people know that this is the case.
A lot of people will be looking at the announcements screaming at the screen that You are lying demons or aliens or whatever, simply because it won’t jibe with what they’ve based their whole liives on. Let them see and feel and experience their misalignment, let them know why they are experiencing what they are experiencing before the announcements and they’ll be feeling You a lot more than they would have.
CM: And you think that We are capable of doing all of this? You would like us to take natural law and expedite it exponentially?
K: This is what I AM suggesting, yes.
Esu: And you think this would help?
K: Well...to me, that’s not the question. The question I AM asking as a bottom line is: Would it hurt?
I mean, like, it wouldn’t hurt, would it? Could it hurt to give it a shot, a try? I mean, like...look, I’m good. I get it and I realize that what I’m proposing is totally out the box and unnecessary and this thing will happen with or without such measures and that this would just be something else to do at the bottom of a long list of things You already have to do. I get that. I’m not expecting You to do this, I just think that it would be nice, it could be a good idea. Hey, it could be a bad idea. But it deserves to be brought up and put on the table as something that would be nice to do. That’s all I’m saying. Okay?
CM: And if WE let this happen, then what?
K: As long as people know, really understand why such a thing that happened in their life, happened, it will cause many to question and ponder why that why is. It won’t always be money. It can be relationships or spiritual gifts and skills or visions and manifestations or whatever it may take for people to realize where they stand in relation to the First Source and Center and to YOU. People can be cured or afflicted accordingly and let them realize why. Let them be told in the way that impresses them the most. Let them be truly touched by that ‘more to life’ that they embraced or rejected.
Esu: To each according to their own, right?
K: Something like that. Don’t mind me, I’m just a worker with a big mouth who doesn’t know when to just say ‘Thanks’ and then shut up.
CM: You were more confident about this when you addressed the council.
K: When I get up there, I AM I. Here, I’m just me. I would, at least, like to find a full=time, happy medium in being between the two.
Esu: Sometimes you do and sometimes you don’t. You are learning, however, which is a good thing.
K: To be sure. All this training while I sleep is doing something. Wish I could be more lucid for the whole thing. Especially now that Lucid dreaming is considered so dangerous by the government. Sigh.......I assume You’ve got that whole operation covered? It’s hard to see what they’re doing with their right-hand when their left-hand is so completely in your face.
CM: WE see what they’re doing and it will come to naught since it’s already been covered. We can get to more before they begin and are dismantling the source of it so that will be that and good riddance.
Esu: It was suggested that you have another party at the treehouse. WE think it’s a good idea. Do you think you can spare the time?
K: You know, YOU could give a party here just as well as I could. You don’t need me for that. But if You really want to use the place, just say when and we’ll be there, though I think it would help if you could help everybody invited to get there easily and help give the place a little more clarity. I want the place to be more real to visitors so the experience will anchor in and stay with them a little longer than just soul=envisioning would do. Is that possible?
CM: WE will see what WE can do towards that. With that, I think We can call it a day, don’t you?
K: You never said if that thing we discussed is doable. Also, with three items left on the list and things progressing steadily, I can only assume that’s why You want to have this party?
Esu: We can have the party on the 22nd of this month. This can be a prelude to the one that will be experienced onboard ship. We know you’d like a hologram simulation of the treehouse island for that and one is being programmed. This will help us finalize that program.
As far as the ‘thing’ is concerned...When We were here in the bestowal incarnation, there were many people that followed us around on our travels as word spread of our doings and the seeming miracles that were experienced and witnessed and spread through the gossip of the day.
Many were those that came to be fed and witness miracles with their own eyes. Many came to see what they wanted to see and if they didn’t, they walked away from us sorely disappointed. There were those that rejected us outright because we didn’t follow through on what they thought we were supposed to be. Our rejection of the throne of David and the material uplifting of the Judeans caused many to denounce us outright. Even our own disciples went through periods and phases of doubt and wondering in spite of all they had experienced and yet, towards the end, they depended upon a final manifestation of Divine Power and Will to carry them through the dark days of the arrest, trial and crucifixion. Even I desired to taste and feel, once again the measure of what I was before.
In the end, all that did little to calm their fears, but it did sustain them in their faith and for that, they were more open to my morontial appearances. We do not want people to depend on signs and miracles around them to sustain their faith and trust. We desire them to discover and utilize the signs and miracles, the realizations that exist within them when they strive to touch and hold the hand of the Divine as It reaches out to them. But you do raise a point as to whether or not the benefits of that relationship, once achieved, are to be made manifest. It does stand to reason that such benefits should be made plain for all to see and you have seen the evidence of that many times in your life and in the lives of others that you know to be true lightworkers.
But to ask that the floodgates of such evidence be forced wide open for the sake of testimony to the fact seems too circular in reasoning. We have always given to each their just due and have allowed all to learn at their own pace. To each according to their own, has been the way of things since time immemorial and for good reason. We do not mind helping you to solve your problems but such problems will not be solved for you. They will be solved with you as you make the best efforts that you can, to do so for yourself and so, where you fall short of reaching your desired shore, We can throw you a lifeline that will allow you to pull yourself in and even that takes effort on your part.
Where blessing and miracles are needed, contracted and necessary, they are given for reasons already established long ago. Have no doubt that the beings that are responsible for your spiritual upbringing and well=being have known what will best bring you closer to the heart and bosom of the Father in the most powerful and endearing way imaginable. Miracles and blessings, as far as they are defined and perceived by many of you, happen everyday and it is for those that can see and hear, to see and hear. To increase that to the point you suggest would not offer much more in the way of recognition from those that refuse to recognize now. We will continue to do as We have always done in this matter...however...and this is where we shall deviate from an established norm based upon a precedent that was made during the bestowal mission, WE are not opposed to increasing the numbers of signs that are manifest in order to offer alternative consideration and thoughts to the purely material life and also to help increase and sustain the faith and trust of those that are already faithful and trustful but find themselves beleaguered by the forces of darkness and materialism in the present world system of things as they fall.
These signs will be of benefit to those that have need for such and will seem to be only a matter of circumstances to those that insist on denying Divine Mercy it’s just due. So there will be no miracles to hold up for show and blessings will just be a matter of opinion, but many that have done so much and strived so hard in service to The Light and Love of First Source and of His Christ Michael Aton of Nebadon, may find that their circumstances are changing for the better in ways both large and small.
WE feel that that should be more than enough to satisfy you or anyone else in this matter. WE do not do this because you asked. WE do this because it is just and good to do so and you will find that the circumstance existed before you asked and only the fact that you experienced this circumstance for yourself is what caused you to ask for such a thing of your own free will and accord. We appreciate the fact that so many of you are asking for such things for the sake of others, as well as yourselves. Know that what you are experiencing, you have earned. Consider it just another part of karmic balance as those that have opposed the light so vehemently are also experiencing the circumstances of their own making, as well as all in-between. It is as you have stated before so many times: Everything is its own reward...and so it is.
K: Okay, I can see that. I grok. Soooooo more instant karma all around?
CM: Think of it as bringing all accounts up to date and keeping them there from now on.
Esu: Purely natural and very much within the Law of One and the Way of Things.
K: Much better than what I came up with, of course. Thanks for the heads up by the way. We’ll see how it goes.
CM: Remember what you learned about expectation. Don’t worry about what you think you need or what you want. Let the natural way and the omnipresence and omnipotence and omniscience of Divine Mind and Will do what It does best and just stay open to how that manifests for you.
K: Yeah, You showed me that big time. ALL GLORY TO THE ONE AND TO THE ONE, ALL GLORY!
Esu: So! Treehouse, next Saturday, January 22nd all day, any time = since time doesn’t matter there= all of AHS is invited!
K: Sigh...Okay, fine, no problem. I’ll spruce the place up...anything special i should put in?
CM: A banquet table, round, on the parkway where the stadium was when FATHER came to visit.
Spiritual food will be there for all with a seat for everyone that comes and you can all bring your own thing to share, jokes, stories, poems, songs, music, speeches, more food, drink, dances, flowers, stunts, juggling, whatever you want to bring from your mind, heart and soul/spirit = bring it! WE will do Our best to help all of you to get there and experience it as a reality of being.
K: Good enough! So! I guess that’s it then?
CM: That will do. I leave my blessings with all of you and also the blessings of Source Infinite and Eternal.
Esu: I leave you with and in love and light and joy in the heart and soul of The One.
K: I leave you with all of my faith, trust and gratitude and my will to serve You in the One and The One in You.
All: So be it and so it is.
1=15=2011 2020 hrs cst.