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we were talking....

so HE said

and then i said........

anyway

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love and light to all everyone everything everywhere....really

kibo[i got nothin']Dabi

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CM: So?

Kibo: i got nothin'. It's all good with me.

CM: no complaints? No issues? No observations? You're just accepting this, then?

Kibo: it is a waiting game. That's all it is right now. We wait, prepare, get ready...you want us to trust in you, trust you? All you gotta do is deliver.

CM: Trust? You think this is just about trust? This is about you creating a new world, a new way of life from something more than scratch. This is about accepting and understanding that this is reality and it's happening now.

Kibo: We're used to delays...well...I'm used to delays. Nothing is written in stone, as it seems. I have resigned myself to the fact that it will happen but when it will happen is all up in the air at this point. I will do whatever it is I have to do to make it until it happens. I'll do what I can to be there, ready to go...however it is after stasis, it will be. I'll deal with that when i get there. I can think about it now but it won't mean much until i get there and see what's what. But that's me...other people have plans already put together. They've got vision, mission concepts and details...i got nothin'. I have hopes and dreams and maybe notions that won't mean a thing until we get there. I'll work with whatever there is to work with but i won't know that until i get there, sooooo...i trust you Boss, but my experience has taught me to trust that there is always room for delays. I'm tired of expecting. Expectations lead to disappointment...somebody said that...

CM: Funny...'expecting...that's good...so your mind is pregnant with possibilities?

Kibo: heh, okay, i get that...

CM: Gaia is tired of expecting as well. I said she was cranky and she wants it done with and over like any mother giving birth. Many of you are reflecting that energy on many levels and you feel fed up with it all. I hear a lot of yelling and screaming to `just get on with it already!' You people will really have to learn patience on a cosmic scale, but you have/make a good point. We are all tired of this and it must come to an end sooner rather than later and so every effort is being made to get this to happen and get it done now. But the fact remains that Gaia is the one that has to do most of the work right now.

We all do our parts and we go into the dens of the dark ones and round up these and replace those and mess up and shred their plans and great progress has been made. The fact remains that now everyone is waiting for dear Earth Shan to make that one big push that will get this baby born and while we expect every day, even we cannot pinpoint the exact day and hour as some of you would like us to do. We can give you an inside field, ballpark figure but that's about it. As far as We're concerned, it's getting done and it's all happening right now. But for you, unless there is undeniable physical manifested proof that you can hold up to others as well as especially yourselves and point to and say `see?' you cannot abide in your faith alone.

You are like children hiking though dark woods at night. You hear our voices when we say we are with you and take comfort in your little flashlights, but you jump at every disconcerting thing and sound and rustle and shadow and any number of things. We know you don't feel that way but sometimes that is how you appear. You do not need us to hold your hands and keep talking to you to calm your fears. We have told you that you are all on the right path and to just stay together with us and each other and that the dawn is breaking and the forest is clearing as well. There is more light than ever and you should be able to see more clearly where you are and the direction you're going.

If our presence among you and our voice within and around you is not enough, what can we do? We cannot carry you. We can guide you, even lead you but we cannot take you by the hand and pull you along. It has to be a journey that you want to make and it has to be one that you are willing to complete. Surely there are other paths if you choose to take them, nobody is forcing you to walk this path. I simply stated that I and mine are going this way, on this path and all who care to join us are welcome. We sent out the call and you answered. Some picked up their spiritual phones and said yes, i'd love to...some said no...some said no in more colorful language and all too many didn't answer or let their voicemail answer...of those, some will get the message in time and some, sadly, won't.

Kibo: So here we are, the lucky few who answered after however many rings and accepted the call. Sometimes it feels like it was a collect call and we have to pay for it, but that's okay...comes with the territory, i reckon. Still, here we are on this path, what some call the narrow path where few walk and the trail is hardly discernable, lots of branches hitting in the face and roots to trip on. The people that travel on the wider, more used paths are laughing at us, you know.

CM: That bothers you?

Kibo: People think we're this or that and always want to tell us how wrong we are, following a dream or nightmare or fantasy or delusion , illusion or insanity...

CM: Again, that bothers you?

Kibo: I like this better than the matrix but i still have to figure out how to live in the matrix. Never been good at that. Just a lot of crap to deal with while i try to figure out how much longer i have to deal with it...y'know what i'm sayin'?

CM; One more time because you and I have had this conversation before...You have to work this out. Miracles happen everyday but they're not the miracles that you want to see happen. Why is that? We don't condone gambling so why would we help you win the lotto? You are expected to be great creators of universes one day, why can't you just accept that the only help you're going to get is in co=creating your life and taking control of it in spite of the opposition and the odds that you think are stacked against you? You have let others control and dictate your life, time to take it back and own it for yourself.

It is something that you will definitely have to do after stasis. You will all have to own your own lives. That should be a given. Freedom means being responsible for everything in your life including circumstances and other people. There is no escaping that. We can help with that and have no problem doing so but you still have to do the work. Laziness and procrastination will be the death of you yet and will only serve to delay your progress if not stop it altogether. If you want to eat you have to cook the food, or at least plant, grow, harvest and prepare it. Make the freaking effort to live the life of your dreams, not just dream about it!

People are living working, striving to live. However they may feel about it, if they hate their jobs or circumstances, or not, it is the individual motivation and reason of purpose, for purpose, that makes people what they are. Not so much in terms of material wealth or position but in their ability to meet challenges and overcome them on whatever level they are presented. It is the training of the soul and personality that makes it possible for you to ascend up the spiral path to light and life and that takes effort and supreme effort.

I AM THAT I AM AND IT TAKES NOTHING AWAY FROM ME IF YOU TURN YOUR BACK ON ME OUT OF DISBELIEF OR REBELLION. You will complete the journey in some way shape fashion or form no matter how long it takes you, that is a given unless you have reached the point of uncreation where I must take you back unto My Self and the unique energy of what you are in experience is lost to creation from then on. That causes me great sadness because of the hope and faith that I had for you to be completed and fulfilled in the full glory and strength of your divinity as a perfect being, as we will all be at some point We will all be one and the same and still be in our uniqueness of experience and continue to create, for life in ALL THAT IS, is never-ending and ever evolving.

So We do not tell you the things that We tell you for our own sakes, but for yours that you may be comforted and informed so that you may make informed decisions. We do what must be done to keep the dark from using the same knowledge and information against you. We are not in the business of deception or dragging things out or prolonging events or changing them without cause or reason. We deal with fluid events and circumstances that require adjustments because we will not and do not seek to circumvent or violate natural law.

What little that We can do for show is being done and even that seems to be a matter of faith for so many. We cannot land a ship in backyards or do fly by's in your neighborhood for the simple fact that there are just too many yards and neighborhoods to consider and, let's face it. We want to be fair. Candace has been attacked and her life placed in danger so such circumstances necessitate a certain amount of protection and contact that she can embrace as further proof of something that she doesn't have any doubt about= WE ARE HERE AND WE ARE WHO AND WHAT WE SAY WE ARE AND NEED PROVE OURSELVES TO NO ONE!

Woe to ye darks ones in particular that demand proof just to be belligerent and opposing and stalling for time. YOUR TIME IS UP AND YOU WILL GET ALL THE PROOF YOU NEED OF THAT! THAT IS A PROMISE AND IF YOU REALLY WANT TO ASK ME WHEN AND LAUGH ABOUT IT TO MY FACE AS YOU HAVE BEEN THEN I SUGGEST TO YOU THAT THERE IS NO TIME LIKE THE PRESENT AND THE NEXT TIME YOU SEE ME WILL BE THE LAST TIME THAT YOU WILL SEE ME OR ANYTHING ELSE!

Is that good enough for you?

Kibo: Boss...hey...like i said...i get it...whatever it takes, however it's done, whenever it done...i am just concentrating on getting myself, my spirit, my house in order...get the cobwebs outta the corners of my mind and all that, throw out the junk. It's enough to get my self in order to just try to be ready for it...whenever it comes, i'll be looking for it.

CM: It really won't be long. I know We keep telling you that and every day seems like a year to you. You're watching the water boil, the paint dry...that's why We always try to tell you to keep living, keep busy, keep thinking, keep planning, keep evolving, learning, growing in light and love. I AM RIGHT HERE WITH YOU, IF YOU'RE GOING TO BE WITH ME, THEN BE WITH ME AS I AM WITH YOU.

Okay? That's not too much to ask, I should think.

Kibo: fine with me. I AM good with it. Others will have to figure it out for themselves, but I think You'll be pleased how it goes.

CM: I know...heheh...I'm just sayin', y'know?

Kibo: ha! Very funny...you got that whole street thing going with the sunglasses...how's your dancing?

CM: Don't let the height fool you, I got moves.

Kibo: good, Can't wait to see them. I fully expect you to dance with us when this is over, okay?

CM: Already planned on it.......it's late...go to bed...we'll talk again...get it done!!

Kibo: I will, I will...Thanks! Cya later.....

Candace: I would like to add a comment since I am mentioned in this.  I have been attacked, I am not sure how many times now, not only by weapons, but also by dark invisible entities and dark and misunderstanding "light" entities who walk this plane, many of them ones I once held close to me. And I still hold them close to me, they just realize it not. I have "suffered" as such, greatly to keep this journey going, and I do it, because I do KNOW and I have no Doubts on what I know and further more, because it is the RIGHT THING TO DO. Can't some of you walk in my shoes just a little bit too, and stop watching the water boil and get on with it?  I did not take on the project for "fun", for amusement, for money, or for my own ego. I took it on, and I have kept it up, no matter what, because it is the RIGHT THING TO DO.  And that is NOT going to change. So dark ones reading this, understand, I am NOT walking away and you should know that by now, why not join the party and grow up? Your glory will NEVER be found in this materialistic world, chasing money. The glory is found in service to creation and to the growth of your own soul. You can be thugs for as long as you wish. Or you take that knowledge you have in controlling and stealing, and turn it to something good.