Upon connecting with CMAton this afternoon to ask about the upcoming evening and/or Sunday AH Meditation, we got into a very interesting back and forth conversation. CMAton asked me, with knowing what I know now ( knowing as in : experienced myself, heard, seen for myself during meditation and moments of Silence and Balance, without a shadow of a doubt ... ) what I thought would be the most interesting direction to go with the meditation. 

Rather surprised but giving it a try, perhaps THINKING to be up for the challenge, I brought forward : Well, since not that much is in our hands anymore, since all is pretty much under control and under way from Your side, CMAton, perhaps we should simply ask ourselves again : WHAT IS IT I NEED TO KNOW? Perhaps we should do one more soul/heart searching if we truely did clean our heart, make our heart feather light, by following Mother Nebadonia her recommendation to show gratefulness, show compassion and forgive? Perhaps we should all connect to our own Higher Self, Union of Self, Golden Angel and ask what direction to go? 

All sugestions were met with approavel to some point, but It was clear that CMAton was steering me into another direction. I did not receive anything ' put upon my heart ' so I decided, or was Guided to focus on my minds eye, and lo and behold, saw the following visual : a long line of children were waiting to meet the older person up front who gave them each an appropriate present before sending them off. One father, obviously in a hurry, saw his daughter, asked her what she wanted, she seemed to be able to reach for some gift on a table next to her, and he took her by the hand, went all the way to the older man, passing by all the other children in front of her, and he asked the older man : I am sorry my man, how much does that cost, let me pay you right away and get out of here, I have business to attend to....

The older man replied : I am sorry too, but nothing is for sale, they have to earn their gifts and are standing in line just before or after those that brought them their presents IF THEY PAYED ATTENTION, that brought them lessons, that helped them get into their position in which they wait here ... I am sorry, your money is no good here Sir, you will have to let her go back in her line and position for the good of her soul. The business man was angry not getting what he wanted and grabbed his daughter but she slipped from between his hands, went back in line and position, waiting for her turn to receive what she earned. 

After seeing this Mind Movie from CMAton, It was put upon my heart that the best thing to do in the upcoming meditation, IF WE HAD INDEED FOLLOWED THE STEPS MOTHER NEBADONIA HAD SUGGESTED BEFORE, to ponder, to think, to meditate upon all persons before and behind us who have given us gifts, lessons, suggestiongs, teachings, approvals, compliments, encouragements in order to get to where we are today, to know what we know today, to be in the position we are today so we might soon receive what we earned, what is rightfully OURS by MERRIT. But by remembering those who came into our lives without whom we would not be where we are today, know what we know, etc ... 

It was put upon my heart further more, if we could still see or call or email this person and thank him, that would be fabulous, what would have to be done PERSONALLY, not in public. If not, if we could take the time during our meditation, moments of Silence and Balance and bring them infront of our Minds Eye, visualising them and THANKING THEM FROM THE BOTTOM OF OUR HEARTS, so that perhaps later, we would/might be MIGHTILY SURPRISED when some people/beings in complete unexpected places would come to us, would turn around and say : THANK YOU FOR THANKING ME, FOR RECOGNISING MY WORK/EFFORTS, FOR SHOWING APPRECIATION WHEN YOU DID ...

Not being gifted with full consciousness yet, we might have to think deelply to recognise how the most insignificant persons you do not even think about nor even remember anymore, might have been steppingstones, way showers, forgotten or obvious incognito soulgroup members, Light workers, Guides who were there to show us the way forward, according to our souls agreements we did not remember as such. Even without souls implimentation, during our youth in school, some teachers might have left an impression we only now, or by reflection, understand ...

This was what was put upon my heart, what CMAton allowed me to see and asked to share that with our AH family for tonight and tomorrows Sunday AH meditation. 

Love and Light, 

Johan.