I received this message yesterday in the evening, shortly after having been asked for help by a dear friend of mine. I hope that it can be of help for others that have lost their kids through suicide, a penomenon that will probably appear more frequently due to the quality of these times...

I AM THAT I AM

Anja Shakira

14.04.2010 18.30

Anja Shakira: Dear Spiritual Hierarchy of Light, I ask for a message for a mother that lost her son through suicide.

Esu: Beloved child, we welcome your willingness to be at proposal for the Spiritual Realms and to receive messages. We would love to help you convey comfort and bring enlightenment where it is necessary.

Anja Shakira: Whom do I have contact with?

Esu: It's Esu, my child!

Anja Shakira: Esu, I greet you from deep within my heart and I'm proud that you are making contact with me.

Esu: I welcome you here in our heavenly spheres with which you are more and more connected and I congratulate you for your ability to hold the light better and better. But now I'd like to forward you the message you've requested for the lady:

Dear xxx, first of all, I want to assure you that I feel with you in your deep pain. For a mother, regardless if biological or by choice, it is always one of the most difficult moments to see the own child lying on the deathbed. This, however, is an experience that you could not prevent. You are not culpable at all. You gave everything to the child that it needed, you gave love to him and understanding, you made many sacrifices, as it was not always easy to act in the right way facing the fact that he wasn't your biological son.

Your soul, my dear one, is full of love and that is the reason why, in the first place, you were able to grow up your two kids this way. You gave them the feeling of security, of belonging, and notwithstanding your son took this path. It was his own choice and the soul will find its way into the light with our help. He will find his peace and you will also do so, if you are willing to surrender to the pain and to go through it completely. You must embrace it in order to be able to let it go afterwards.

This is a process that will pass more quickly the less you resist. We from the Realms of Light will support you in this, if you ask for our help. On earth, there is the law of free will and therefore, we are only allowed to interfere if you ask us to do so. You indeed have earned the right to ask for the salvation/ well-being of your son and you can help him into the light. Lead his soul mentally into the light and then, let him go. If you don't succeed right away at the first attempt, this is o.k. It will be a gradual process and each time, there will be less pain. Lay all your love towards him into these moments.

Thank him for everything that you were allowed to live together and ask pardon for those moments in which not everything turned out as it was intended. It is also important to tell him that you forgive him everything that he, be it consciously or unconsciously, has done unto you during this lifetime, and also during those lives that you might have shared together before. Your souls are deeply interconnected and thus it is even more important to resolve everything that still exists regarding old resentments or ancient promises, vows etc. Only then, his soul, together with its whole percentage of light, will be able to return to its creator, where you will meet again one day.

For now, be wrapped into the love of your father, the creator of this world and be assured, everything will turn out to be good. I also ask my daughter Anja Shakira for help, she will assist you in this process and she will provide you with a jug, filled with light and love, from which you can take any time in order to ease your pain.

Now, be greeted and I ask you to always stay connected with me in your hearts, for I am your brother Esu.

Anja Shakira: Thank you for this message, Esu. I will pass it on immediately after editing it. Is there something else you want to tell me?

Esu: Yes, my child. I am happy about your decision to be at proposal for messages and I advise you to always keep your vessel pure so that you are ready for bigger purposes awaiting you. Charlotte has mentioned it, probably other entities will contact you that want to talk through you in order to supply the German-speaking region. Naturally, also your translation work is highly estimated and urgently needed. We from the Spiritual Hierarchy greet you. End of message for today.

Anja Shakira: Thank you, Esu and I will stay ready.