JuJu has a buddhist orientation and guide, plus obviously, as Mother Mary comes into this later, you see his Catholic background.  He shows with his guide Laoshi, some lovely teachings of the buddhist orientation, which are so comparable to the teachings of today.  Teaching is always given to all races and cultures and it pretty much matches from one to the next as you will see here. Its a shame it gets so corrupted by man, and religions created that get everyone saying the other cultures teachings are false. And often, as you see here, it's only different words of the different languages saying the exact same thing.  This is long, 5 meditations posted since early January.  There is another earlier but I think it best left off this site for the time being.  -Candace

January 4, 2012

Time for this evening's report. And it is a long one. It is mainly a philosophical one, but I have included it here so that people may take from it whatever resonates with them, and leave the rest. The thoughts and ideas might sound a bit peculiar, but that is because they are specific to my spiritual training. Please do not misconstrue it's inclusion here as an attempt to "convert" anyone to "my" way of thinking. 

I have written the report exactly as it happened in my meditation - in the form of a dialogue between me and my guide Laoshi ["Laoshi" is not his name - it is actually a title; "LaoShi" means "Teacher" in Mandarin. I call him "Laoshi", because he has been my guide and teacher ever since I was a small child.] 

Ok. As usual, beginning with thanking Papa Source, Papa CM ATon, Esu, Mama Gaia, et al., and all Spiritual Hierarchies, I "emptied" myself to act as an instrument to send continued healing energies to all beings on Urantia, to our brothers and sisters here in AH and to my Earth and Spirit families.

As this was being done, I got pulled out of my body - this seems to be happening a lot these days - and I found myself sitting on the steps of an old Chinese Buddhist monastery with my Laoshi. It was a summer's day and we were sitting looking up at the 2 peaks of the surrounding mountains in front of us. 

He asked me, "Do you now see the difference in yourself - between a few days ago, when what was expected did not materialise, and now?"

I said, "Yes, Laoshi, I do". He asked me to elaborate further. 

I replied, "When the stasis didnt happen as I was expecting it to, I was disappointed, and deflated, but not angry. When I say "I", I meant my ego. I realised why that had happened. Because my ego desired it. I had a sense of attachment to the event, when in reality, I should have been disengaged from the event and concentrate on the whole process itself, with equanimity. When the event did not manifest, my ego was hurt. I began to suffer disappointment and anger as a cause. As the Shakyamuni Buddha said: 'From desire comes attachment, from attachment comes suffering (by the lack of achievement of the object of one's desire). Suffering leads to the failure of Right Viewpoint. Failure of Right Viewpoint leads to end of logical thinking [reason]. When reason ends, anger begins. Anger leads to hatred and to more suffering.' "

Laoshi then asked me, "Do you still think God did this to you?". He loves to pull trick questions on me .

I replied. "Laoshi, since you already know what exactly it is I believe in, namely - that which is called 'God' is merely my own perception of my inner Buddha Nature - the spark of the Original Source Consciousness - my answer to you is 'No, I do not believe that any external being did anything to me or anyone else. I was the source of my own suffering, misery and anger.' " 

He responded. "Good, FengYi, by looking and understanding that which is within, you are coming to understand that which is without. You are learning to see through illusion. You do well in internalising Senzan's verses."

He continued, "Look, it does not matter what the celestials decide to do. You concentrate on what you want to achieve in this life. Because that is what counts. Your part to play in the Great Plan of the Jade Emperor is just that - a part in a play on a vast stage. We are all like pieces in a big game of Xiangqi (Chess). The main players are the High Celestials. Sure, we have our own free will to do and think what we like. But that free will consists of knowing which side to align with. Once a soul has decided it's alignment, it becomes an instrument in the hands of the High Celestials in the achievement of Universal objectives which are beyond the understanding of most beings of our spiritual capabilities. Thus, until we are sufficiently awakened enough to understand these universal objectives, it is best to concentrate on our journey. This is the journey that will take us to those higher levels. How soon we reach there depends on how soon we can go beyond duality; beyond concepts of "illusion" and "reality". Fengyi, I can see that you have now truly begun that journey. It is a long and difficult road, but you will make it. Jiu Zhe Yang Ba! (ie: So be it!)" 

[NB: Laoshi always calls me 'Fengyi'. He wont tell me why, but he says it is my real name and has to do with my major and most influential past life (with him) in ancient China. 

Sengzan was the Third Patriarch of Chinese Ch'an [Zen] Buddhism. The verses Laoshi was referring to are the first three verses in Sengzan's work: Xin Xin Ming {lit. meaning: "Believing Faith Inscription". Popularly known in the West as "Verses on the Faith Mind"} These verses are as follows [as found most commonly translated in the West]:

All the above in precis and applied to current circumstances - as I see it: 

Stasis and other events are transient phenomena. They are merely markers on a long ongoing process, begun many millenia of Earth years ago and about to be culminated shortly. The point is to discern the wood for the trees; and that is one of the hardest tasks to do. 

If I want to know truly what the hell is going on up there amongst the Celestials, I should look within and have no judgements for or against what I see occurring outside of myself without a reference to what I know within myself. I should have no desire for or against any the manifestation of any phenomena, thus remaining in equanimity. Thus, the lack of it's manifestation will not be able to shake me (by the lack of achievement of the object of my desire). Remaining in equanimity, I reduce my own suffering; thus enabling me to continue my spiritual journey, ever upwards and onwards.

Hope this helps someone in some way.

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January 5, 2012

This morning's report. 

Usual start procedure, and acting as a vehicle for the channelling of healing energies to all souls who need it on Urantia. 

As the meditation got deeper, I remained in my physical vehicle, but was aware of Laoshi coming to stand next to me. I told him that I would like to know more about my past life that I shared with him - that he had mentioned some days previously. He said, he would help me the next time we visited together, but he would only help me to see certain things; that I would have to do the majority of the work in putting the jigsaw pieces of images together. Then he disappeared. I sat in silence, feeling the healing energies run through me down to Mama Gaia and out through my hands into this realm. 

Then, suddenly, I found myself out of my body and floating towards a fleet of Lightships. I found myself entering one of them through the walls. This one had huge halls with different types of beings milling around. Some of them looked like Greys, others looked more like the images of Reptilians one sees on Conspiracy Theory websites. I did not feel at all threatened by them; on the contrary, there was a lot of Love energy free flowing. All the different types of beings were all mixing together freely, walking, "chatting" (I didnt hear any voices though), or on errands or duty or whatever. 

I saw a Reptilian-looking being who seemed to sense me and he seemed to come over to where I was. His face contorted into what initially looked like a grimace of pain - you know the kind you see if you hit a guy in his nuts? But, somehow, I realised that he was actually smiling at me and was happy to see me. 

He held out his hand and beckoned me (by hand motion) to follow him. I seemed to obey and float along, just behind him. We went over to this huge window looking out into ..........empty space. He said, "Look out there! See your Mother as she becomes the Jewel of the System!" I could hear his words, but I didnt see his lips move; so obviously he was using telepathy.

I could see nothing but stars for a moment, and then, the Earth came into view. She looked beautiful as she was, her blue green oceans with her dark brown land masses. Then, I witnessed some kind of massive multicoloured aurora-like light filament of energy in space, coming [or should I say "dancing" like the aurora borealis does] from behind the Earth, and enveloping her completely. Mama Gaia seemed to explode into Light. It was blinding at first, and I turned away, by reflex action. 

When I looked at her again, where the Earth had been, there was now floated a beautiful ball of Light. Not a sun. But a planet made of blue-white light, with some kind of "filaments" of multicoloured light streaming out of her in different directions. I have never seen anything like it before. Ah, I cant even describe it!! Extremely beautiful to look at, this globe of Light was Mama Gaia. That much I know for certain. But, since she did not look like a sun, so what were the filaments streaming out of her???  I don't really know what to make of it, but I am reporting it here just as is.. 

Then someone rang the front door bell and I was pulled back into my body rather too quickly. Rough landing, indeed!! This ended my morning meditation.  

That was all, but, what a beautiful and memorable sight it was to see Mama Gaia as a ball of blue-white light!!!! 

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January 13, 2012

Hi all..... 

So lying here in the hosptital bed the last couple of days, my meditations have usually resulted in me blanking out as soon as I reach the stage of sending healing energies, and I fall fast asleep. I guess, I have been the one receiving healing energies. 

This evening when I meditated, I found myself back with my Teacher and guide (Laoshi). Here is my report. I have documented it in the same form as my last meditation post (ie: as a dialogue). Since it is basically one form of meditation, I am including the whole teaching here so that anyone who wishes can make use of this for "going within" and consolidating their path.

As per usual, I started [at around 1900hrs] with the giving of thanks to the Celestials and began to send healing energies into this realm for Mama Gaia and for those who souls need it. I had barely started to do this, when I found myself floating out of my body, going through a multicoloured tunnel of light and out swooping down amongst the peaks of some very high mountains. I could not tell where it was, but it was still night time and the stars were out. I could see the moon waning gibbous. The whole of the mountainside and the peaks were bathed in the moonlight. 

Laoshi was sitting on a ledge half way up the mountain, meditating. 

I sat down next to him. He opened his eyes, smiled and said, "FengYi, I know you want information about your past life, but it is not a matter of having such information presented to you 'just like that'. It is a case of beingspiritually ready for it, and then knowing what to do with that information as regards your present life that you lead on Earth. So, do not worry. Be patient. All will be revealed to you in good time." 

He continued, "You seem very troubled. What is it that is troubling you?". 

I replied, "Laoshi, I know that the Celestials are taking care of things. I know that the Great Plan of the Jade Emperor is in full motion and about to come to it's conclusion. I do not doubt for a moment his ability to bring this to a close, and my mind, heart and soul are 100% totally with him; to play my part in it in as best a way that I can. But, yes, my view of this time on Earth is very disheartening. All of Earth society and culture is degraded. Wherever you look, there is violence, ugliness, suffering, pain and death. It gets hundred times worse every day. That is all I see at work and elsewhere. I feel so terribly sick inside when I perceive the pain and suffering everywhere. There are times when I do ask myself: 'Is all this real? Is all this an illusion?'"

[NB: Laoshi calls Papa CM Aton as the Jade Emperor, so in Laoshi's presence, I use the same name.]

He responded, "Ah, FengYi! Perception! perception! By your first few statements, you have already experienced doubt about your ability to perceive things as they really are. Let us look at this logically. You made statements that you accept to be fact: 'The Earth world is violent, ugly, degraded, and you feel sick and disheartened at the pain and suffering of the beings there'. In thinking these first thoughts, the fundamental principle you had was that the beings are suffering because they exist in such a horrible place. You perceived them to be suffering and in pain. You perceived the Earth as violent, ugly, and so on and so forth." 

"Then, what was your very next thought? You began to have doubts about your own perception, asking yourself: 'Is this true? Is this real or unreal?'. Do you see that there is a flaw in your logic? You think, therefore you are. You perceive, therefore you believe it to be true. Your perception of this truth as 'Reality' manifests in your emotions being influenced in one way or another. But you have no frame of reference by which to judge your perceptions."

"So what is it that you perceive of as 'Reality'? You look down at your hand and perceive it. You label it 'my hand'. You perceive it to be a part of what you call 'my body'. But you are not your hand and neither are you your body. So where do you exist then?"

"You feel that you exist somewhere behind your eyes, yes? Why? Because your eyes appear to be your primary methods of accumulating information. Your senses of touch, hearing and smell all follow your sense of vision, don't they? You do not perceive you self as existing between your ears nor behind your nose, yes? And you certainly don’t perceive yourself as existing behind every organ that feels physical sensation, do you?"

"Your mind perceives itself as being the 'I'. Your mind perceives itself as having 'a body'. It perceives a rock, a tree, mountains, clouds, wind, rain, animals, humans and other beings. Your mind perceives these as objects that exist outside of it. There is nothing outside of the Mind. It all exists within your mind. All the senses exist withinyour mind." 

"When your body's five senses detect the perceived objects in their own manner of working, your mind perceives that the objects have 'an existence'. But this perception is within your mind alone. And your mind is a perceptionitself, within the Great Universal Mind. People call this Universal Mind by different names. It is the source of all, the Mother and the Father of All. We call it the Primal Buddha; the Tathagata Buddha - the Father/Mother Buddha.All of existence, therefore, is within the Tathagata. And the Tathagata is within all of existence. Me, you, all beings - we are small sparks that make up that Tathagata. We are, all, part of the Great Universal Mind."

"Now your mind - as the spark of the Tathagata - tends to label things that it is aware of. You perceive that you have a mother, a father, brothers and sisters, friends and strangers. Your mind's awareness perceives images and feelings of it's existence, that have occurred in your present Earth life, as 'Events'. Those events which havediminished in your awareness, you call 'the Past'. Those which remain bright in your awareness, you call 'the Present'. Now, as there is no frame of reference for those events that are yet to occur; your awareness labels this as 'the Future'."

"The events which lie in your awareness you label as 'Memory', and the perception of the occurrence of these events you label as 'Time'. All events lie stored in your awareness; some diminished, some bright. All events arereal. Yet, all events are illusory. Therein lies the Universal Paradox. Like the XinXin Ming Sutra says: "To deny the reality of things is to miss their reality; to assert the emptiness of things is also to miss their reality."

"Remember, too, also what Guan Yin Bodhisattva says: "There is no eye, ear, nose, tongue, body, mind. No colour, sound, smell, taste, touch, phenomena. No realm of sight, no realm of consciousness, no ignorance and no end to ignorance. There is only Perception."

"In this perception, your mind is aware. The awareness exists in a sense of 'emptiness'. This is the state called'No Mind'. Be present in this 'empty awareness'. This will enable you to recognise the truth of all things that come within the folds of it's existence. This is your Reality - the 'Now'. In it, there is no memory; nor is there any thing called Time. There is just a 'being present', an 'existence'. This 'existing in the present' unfolds a certain knowledge. This knowledge is unique to you. It is an 'unfolding', because it has always been there. The unfolding of this knowledge occurs when we are spiritually ready to receive it. When you are spiritually ready, you willknow what to do with that knowledge. Now it is your healing time, so we shall meet later, Fengyi."

Before I could reply, I seemed to blank out and I woke up about an hour ago (ie: 4 hours later). 

So...that was it, an abrupt end to a very informative teaching period. 


to all,

xxxxxxx

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Jan 15, 2012

Thank you so much for the reiki, dear Johan, and to all my AH brothers and Sisters who are sending healing energies. It means a lot to me. 

Johan, your message above seems to sort of tie in with what happened to me this morning. 

I tried to meditate in the wee hours of the morning, as I could not sleep due to the increasing pain. 

[The fracture is causing both sides of the sciatic nerve to crimp - regardless of what position I'm in - and it isvery painful. I am really loathe to take pain killers, since as we all know, its so easy to get addicted to them. So, I try to ride the pain out as much as I can without asking for pro-re-nata medication (ie as and when needed).] 

Anyway, I tried to meditate, but it didn't take off at all. I just couldn't relax myself. 

Then I felt and saw my Laoshi come in [I can see spirits like I see "live" humans, if you know what I mean] and he told me not to try to do any meditation for now, as I needed that energy to heal myself first.

He stood there put his hand on my head and within a few minutes I was getting very drowsy. I remember saying to him, "I have a feeling this is going to take a very long time to heal.". 

For a few minutes he carried on healing and then, he promptly removed his hand and I heard him say "I have a message for you, listen...". 

I heard a soft and gentle female voice saying, "Do not worry about the pain, dear child, it will be healed on board your home-going vessel. Just close your eyes and breathe the pain out. Focus deep within yourself and let go of your mortal coil. Don't let the pain bother you. Soon you and your families will be with us. Right now, all your kin are waiting to welcome you." 

Yes, I heard the voice say families in plural. I only have one physical family here, as I am been single for quite some time. If it means, what I think it means, it doesn't take a space scientist to figure out who my other family is......

I dont remember anything apart from those words. I just awoke about 10 to 20 minutes ago. Moreover, I do not know whose voice it was, but it was definitely female. 

Take care y'all.

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Today January 17, 2012

G'd evening my AH family.

OK. The meditation this evening was one of the most spiritually significant ones (for me) that I have experienced in a very long time. 

These past few days, I have been following my Laoshi's instructions in meditation; ie: to concentrate only on doing simple healing meditations everytime I meditate. Today, he asked me to go further and practice the Bai GuiJi meditation that he had taught me quite some time ago, along with it's accompanying mantras. This is a meditation technique that is known in the West - albeit in it's simpler form - as the "White Skeleton Meditation". 

The premise of the Bai GuiJi meditation (in precis) is to achieve the state of "Emptiness of the Mind" via visualisation, mudras (hand seals) and mantras. This is further enhanced by breathing techniques to transmute one's "Jing" (one's "Essence" or Sexual life force) into female "Yin Chi" energy. This Yin Chi energy is the one that opens up the state of "emptiness". One then converts this into "Yang chi" [Yang chi is the natural vitality of one's body] through further breath, mantra, mudra and visualisation techniques. When one's Yang chi begins to manifest, it is available to be utilised for the healing all sorts of illnesses, amongst other uses. Spiritually accomplished adepts then take things one step further by attempting to transform their Yang Chi into "Shen" - ie. to transform their Physical body's into a higher dimensional Spirit body. 

Anyway, to get back to the meditation. I began at about 7pm. After the usual commencement protocol of giving thanks to Papa Source, Papa CM, Esu, Mama Gaia et al., I proceeded to do the Bai GuiJi meditation. I remained in that state for quite some time, and as I was exiting that state, I found myself out-of-body (again!) and floating in space amongst stellar craft of Light. As I was looking at the various craft, I got "pulled" into one of them. There, I saw a big hall in which - what looked to me - like a big meeting was taking place. 

I was floating around near the entrance to that hall, when I felt someone gently hold both my shoulders and take me out of the hall and the ship, back to Earth. I managed to turn around to see who was guiding me out, and saw that it was a very tall Being of Light. Although I could not tell if it was a male or a female being, and neither could I discern any facial or bodily details, he/she/it was radiating nothing but Pure Love and Warmth. This wonderful Light Being took me back to my hospital room, gently dropped me down next to my physical body (which I could see lying down on the bed) and promptly disappeared.

At the same time as the he/she/it disappeared, I heard a voice say to me, "Don't be so hasty, dearest child. This is not a time for you to be running around here and there. Your Papa is about to put his foot down on those who - as you say in your world - have "called His bluff". They have long gone past the point of no return and they are about to inflict more pain and suffering on a large number of innocent souls. This, He will not allow. Order needs to be restored. Order will be restored." This was the same female voice I had heard last time, and I found myself wondering who she was. 

The voice seemed to laugh gently at my thoughts, and replied in a loving way, "My dear child, have you forgotten me so quickly?". At that point, I saw myself looking into the face of someone I had not seen since I was about 15 years old. It was the one I used to call "my Mama Maria", Mother Mary. It was her voice that spoke to me a couple of days ago, and I didnt recognise it, although the feelings of intense Love and happiness were overwhelmingly familiar!!!

She continued, "I know you want to go home, dearest, but now is not the time to go flying around; that too, when you are so immodestly dressed." I looked down at myself and I realised, rather shockingly, that I was completely naked.  

She smiled and said, "Bide your time, Little One, you will get your chance very shortly. Right now you need to rest and heal. You need to be ready in body, as well as in spirit, heart and mind, for the events that are about to occur shortly. Check your emotions, too, for you need to be strong. Trust in Him who is with you and who is you, Now and Always."

I could not speak. I did not want to speak. I just wanted to stay with her. I didn't want to leave. She smilingly touched my forehead saying, "I won't be going anywhere, don't worry! I have always been with you, my child. I never left you, and I wont ever leave you!" and I don't remember anything else after that last statement. 

Although, I felt I had been meditating for about an hour or so, I was shocked to realise that only 30 minutes had elapsed. On waking, the first thing I did was to double check that I was fully dressed. Yep...I was!

But, I'm still on a "high". I saw my Mama Maria again, and I cant believe it!! I was brought up a Catholic right up into my mid teens, when I "rebelled" due to a combination of my abilites to see and speak with spirits and my disagreements with a few priests regarding the teachings of the church. By about 20 years of age, I had left Catholicism completely. Ever since that time, I have refused to be labelled as belonging to any religion, even though I have been schooled deeply in Buddhist thought and philosophy by my Laoshi. 

Despite my current spiritual beliefs, I am so relieved and overjoyed to be able to say my Mama Maria is with me!! And although, right now I am a very very happy bunny, I cant stop laughing at the thought that, here I was standing in front of "Our Lady" and I was butt naked. Good job, Im not a Catholic anymore, or else I would be busy whipping myself while saying, "Mea culpa, mea culpa, mea maxima culpa" and then reciting a hell of a lot of "Ave Marias and Pater Nosters" for bad behaviour.  



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