CM, if I were you

15^th December 2009

conversation beteen Eve and CM

Now, CM, almost another year over..... and again we've got proof that you have what we call „a lot of staying power“. I mean, you are very persistent.

Hi Eve, welcome, dear. Yes, I would not deny that I'm persistent. This is one of the basics in being a creator son with the design of a universe on it's way to infinity. But I'm already sensing where you want to bring the conversation to.

Well, if you want to adress that so directly.... ok, then.... CM, you have NOT thrown in the rag.

Haven't I?

Well, speaking straight.... I seem to remember an update from November where you told us you had, and then in December you tell us again that the world had to see the financial system going down, as you had told us quite some time ago that the people had to see a bit of Jupiter first.....

Ah, I see where you are heading... tell me, Eve, are you … somehow... bored?

Just wait a second until I've finished yawning..., now, bored is not the right expression. I just sense that we are kept in the waiting loop for – let's say – a little bit too long. We go on doing our work, with all extras - certainly there is a special kind of thrilling effects on watching the magnetosphere, Soho, the seismic activity, the individual reactions of our physical temples...and many of us try to be „nice kids“ before Christmas, when Daddy states „I won't tell you before“. But you know, your statement to have thrown in the rag had the tendency to awake … certain expectations.

Ok, Eve. What did you expect when I stated that?

I thought you already had a hand on the stasis button, symbolically.

But I DO HAVE my hand on the stasis button.

Not just above it, CM. PRESSING IT. My conclusion is that you just DID NOT THROW IN THE RAG, as you simply CANNOT do so, as it's against your personal imprint.

You're amusing me, Eve. There is some truth in that. Generally speaking throwing in the rag does not belong to the policies of a Creator Son. Every day new potentials and possiblities show up, constallations looking very promising and successful and in all of this I have a reliable ground crew maintaining position, so I am prepared to take another chance if there is one on the horizon. But the headline-decision has been met.

Sure, your mercy is simply as infinite as creation. This reminds me on last years Advent calendar, on the mindmail somebody sent you, reading „I must have been nuts to come here“.

Sure, and I answered „no, it must have been love to come here“.

How for example did you convince ME to come here?

Now, I asked you very urgently to do so, as in your cosmic CV is stated that you have much stamina, like so many of your dear ground crew colleagues. It wasn't that difficult, as you could see the whole picture and you like adventures, and also you love to be in service. Ok, straight: looking into my eyes you simply could not say „no“.

My question is: How infinite can stamina be?

My answer is: As long as you decide it to last. Grin. Now, truely, many valuable experiences could be made due to the stamina of all of you.

That's fine, CM. Now that you have made these experiences, you could make finally the experience of „pressing the stasis button“....if I were you, I would very much like to make this experience. CM, if you are uncertain in any issues, whom do you turn to? The Orvonton BigWigs?

You make me laugh, Eve. Surely Orvonton expertise is very welcome to me, but it's of equal importance to hear first hand opinions directly from the ground crew.

Now, regarding these opinions, I think you have no lack at all of being told.

In neither way.

And if you had, at least I would tell you my opinion!

I'm used to that already, (anybody seen my earphones?) LOL. Look, Big Cheese is making a Big Deal. Big Deals take a lot of preparation and are in need of much sure instinct. .

I guess they are sometimes handled that way like it went with General Motors wanting to sell Opel and then suddenly decided to keep it.

You are really cheeky today! Are you – somehow – also pondering about if Creator Sons ever need a therapy?

Good question, CM. Where would they go if....???

To an earthly sofa-session with Eve. (grins) Just wait until you meet me during Stasis!

I would take any risk just to make you MAKE Stasis! You could perhaps ask me what I'm wishing to have for Christmas.

You have just been mentionning it!

It's not exactly what you think, CM. I'm wishing to tell you how much I love you – eye to eye - at your place up there, and that I won't mind going on to be ridiculed for my service to you, as long as you decide this act to last still.

Eve, dear, this is very much from the bottom of your heart, what you said. Coming back to be serious again, one of the most hurtful things to me is when I see some of you thinking that I would just play around with you and the planet, that I would not see the daily harm taking place, that I would be ignorant and tough. I've said this before in many ways, but it's high time to repeat it again.

You just told me that you would not mind if you were furthermore ridiculed for your service, and this is exactly what I don't mind, too. I myself know the great love for my creation and I stand firm in it, equally prepared to be ridiculed as you are. This can only be understood by true visionarys, and in the same way as you are visionarys of CM – your CM is a visionary among the creator sons, to go much more deeper into the exploration of creation.

I want to tell you at this point – to you and all your dear fellows in my service - that I cannot act else than out of the deep love I have for you. It's my concern and my wish that you keep to be aware of this and that you – before you ever start to doubt what I do or not do – pledge into this deep love of mine – not only around Christmas, but on every single day. I know, Eve, Christmas is always offerning for a nice show, nice extras, but if all of you make every day a Christmas day – you have the potential on exactly 365 days of a planetary standard year. Now, finally, I will share with you, that my personal wishes do not differ that much from yours.... and thank you for the smiles and the laughter and also for the touching statements you shared with me. Glad to have you where you are, you and all the dear ones in my service – if YOU can't make it... who else could?? This is – like always – your Big Cheese, Salu beloveds.