It's our Fifth Aniversary Today

Esu and Candace

January 31, 2010

Hello beloved supporters of AbundantHope, today it is 5 years since Esu and I began our public work together. Sometimes this seems like "forever" and sometimes, wow, it has gone by so quickly, I can't believe it's been 5 years. And not without some frustations and challenges for many of us. Our first 6 pieces were posted www.lewisnews.com where I was a writer. I am grateful for that opportunity that was extended to me by Shantz, as it helped prepare me for this work. He actually called me up and asked me to post regularly on his site, which I did for a time. That was about April 2004, I think. My pieces I posted there are the first pieces that are listed on my messages section here on the site. I had written an article about NESARA and sent it to several places, including him, as I had discovered his new site via somebody else that was featured on it, on the web. John Kaminsky I think.

At any rate, the first 6 pieces by me and Esu were also sent to Patrick Bellringer, to whom I had sent some of my works on lewis news. Patrick had published a few of those. Rense did too. Around the middle of February (2005) Patrick published all 6 pieces and we were thrilled as that was an important goal. This went well for a time, but communications deteriorated between us and it was truly time for me to build my own website anyway, as the email was also becoming very cumbersome.

Mark, our AH webmaster came upon the scene and suggested a forum perhpas. A few others wrote to suggest a yahoo group and about 6 of you actually created some for me! But I wanted something more. I was a little resistant to a forum, having seen some I did not like on the net. But Mark persisted and then I wrote him one day, besides a forum, I really needed a regular website, and so it came to be. We opened the website on December 6, 2005.

We didn't have much money to spend and Mark selected a free software program to start with. Well, that experience, while useful, was not the best of software and was ugly and we tried a different skin, but the software just didn't suit my needs, so we put out a call for donations and our readers responded and so we purchased one we both liked. However, I am not so sure we should have updated recently, the newer one and old one are not completely compatible as you have been observing. Be patient, we continue to work on it's issues. Mark says, regardless of the incompatibilities, it is a better written package from a webmasters point of view. But for me and the others that post, it's a bit of a pain as we work out the bugs. NOT as user friendly.

We did have a great leased package for the forum, and it was met with raves. We even provided several skins for our readers preferences. However, in due time, we had problems there. About 1000 people were registered to it in a few weeks. It was not an open forum, but required membership. We had some pretty bad members and early in 2006 we shut it down for a couple weeks, got rid of some very unspiritual material and discussions. I felt we needed something to limit the draw of unsuitable members. So I required people to post a mission statement. That worked, very few wished to do this! I had begged for missions with little success. Many readers just wanted a sloppy new age forum to place sloppy posts and were not into serious discussions and that was NOT my purpose.

Eventually over months, about 100 people posted mission statements and became part of the forum in that manner. However, we had problems with private material going off the forum, and I wished really to spend more of my time building up the main site to reach and interest more people. I was disappointed in such small numbers of people willing to post mission statements, when the world is in such bad shape. I had the feeling than many wanted starfleet to come fix this ailing world so they could have a nice place to live, created by others, but that isn't how it works.

A planetary civilization must do the work. Too many on this planet do not understand that, and thus the success of religions that promise what cannot be, to members. And there is a similar understanding in new age for the most part. It is the resonsiblity of the members of a civilization to make their world work. Period, and that concept remains largely misunderstood on this world. Thus we have the obvious issues around 911 unsolved. huge test, and the world flunked it. Particularly Ameircans, on whose land it occurred and who were thus responsible.

It has thus been our purpose, mine and Esu's and we were eventually joined by Christ Michael and others, to continue to attempt to better define what God is, and what are the responsibilities of a civilization, individually and as a group. This planet is so far away from understanding anything of God, that it staggers the imagination. Right down to some Evangelical Christians who expect Jesus to ride across the sky on a white horse and gather them off to heaven.

I started a thread once on GLP about what do you do for eternity in heaven for trillions of years. The initial results were so bad I just walked from it. After other experiences there, it was not worth the effort. In general the Christians were going to barbecue with their families happily for trillions of years with Jesus, and new agers weren't worried about time spent in heaven, because there is no time in heaven and they just figured they would have some sort of endless bliss. HOW BORING.

Most that I have ever talked to about "heaven" have simply NO idea what heaven is, except a place of some sort of eternal happiness with Jesus. They completely reject that perhaps while in heaven for eternity, they will be learning and working, forever in fact. They do not like that picture. But it is so, especially so, with the learning. Eternal life is a choice, and it has requirements associated with it. IT must be earned.

Well, here we are. We are still awaiting the advent of Jupiter. This has been for me a fascinating 5 years. When I started I had no real idea where this would go, but I was surely at the time hoping the dark side would accept our various offers and we could be soon seriously about our Father's Business in heaven.

I have grown hugely. And I thank all of you for your contributions to my personal growth. I hope this journey has been of great value to those who have joined in it. I know many of you are hurting badly and many of you have completely unsupportive families and circles, and this is painful. I share that pain, because it is my story also.

But that is part of the point of being in 4d, the ability to stay your own truth, regardless of pressure by others. This is a sorting techique at the end of cycles. It was stated 2000 years ago, that "Jesus" did not come to bring peace, but set one against the other. This did not mean WAR, it meant that the purpose was for people to learn to think individually, and come out of the mind control features of society and darkness.

Some of you having read the Urantia Book, might remember the story about the first two beings to earn Thought Adjustors on this planet, and they recognized they had to leave their society and start over. It is coming out of "boxes" of mind created by others that brings progress to the soul. Then those who are growing are supposed to find more "like mind" and start progressive groups, and we are seeing this to a degree on this planet, but not nearly enough yet.

It is you readers of this material that when we return from stasis, will help to get those groups going with greater power. All mission groups associated with AbundantHope will have celestial advisors and at least one TR who "channels" while awake orally before the members, like Daniel Raphael does at this time, for example.

And well, speaking of Daniel, it was mine and his great joy that we live fairly close to each other and thus we get together periodically. I haven't worked with Monjoronson for a time, Daniel is doing quite well but I do chat with Monjororson from time to time and will again shortly. Daniel is a really great guy, and I will also visit with him again shortly. We get along well.

I have made many friends which helps much with the loneliness from the lack of support around me. Several of you have even met me while you were traveling in this area. I have been to visit others, have done more traveling than I had in years and years. Even though I have plenty of "off world" friends, we all need more local support as we walk this place.

I have found little support for what I do when I attend functions here with people who are waking up. There are simply not waking up to this larger reality of how bad this world is getting, the massive problems that are beyond repair without considerable help from above, regards pollution, clean water, enough oxygen to breathe, and the mounting numbers of us that walk the planet and our needs. We continue to eat animals, which further restrict the ability of the planet to serve us. Please see "Eating" on your local PBS if you have PBS in the US. This film provides a clear idea of the water consumption needed to bring you a simple burger, as an example.

I love having communication with people all over the world. That is a delightful benefit. I thank all of you who have shared portions of your life and your cultures with me.

Our website continues to grow. We are not the most popular, but that isn't the game. But we grow, steadily from word of mouth and by folks searching and finding us somehow. Some of you have told stories of how you found me because of complaints about AbundantHope, and came to see what that was about and stayed around! So even bad advertising has been good for us.

Many of you have formed new dreams. I have received many letters from people who were throwing in the rag on this world, and are now happy to be part of the change and growth now and to come. New dreams have become possible. That is my case even, for myself. New dreams, and it is the dreamers that move forth a civilization.

Of course, I had hope for more in some ways. I too tire at times of the wait, but eventually feel the benefits of the waiting, and the learning that goes with it. We have gone to many levels, thru many ideas and thinking together. Some of you are realizing you were always telepathic, but didn't realize it, others are beginning to awaken it. It is after all the way of NATURE. The animals all know this. It is man that has forgotten.

Well, it is getting later, already 9 pm where I live. If I don't get this published tonight, it will be a day late. It is already for many of you. I took the below from Esu about 3 hours ago. I had been awaiting for him to "find the time." It does have a bit of updating in it.

Thanks again to all of you who have persisted thru these 5 years, and all those who have only recently discovered this site. And all of you inbetween! I am so blessed. Take care, Candace

PS be patient with the typos and spelling, dark side got my tool bar on MS Word and I have no spell check on Word Pad. Webmaster Mark has given me a link that may help to restore it.

Esu: Good Day Beloveds, my 5 years goes by so rapidly doesn't it? We did not intend at first with Candace to do this sort of public project, but the Phoenix Journal project was terribly destroyed, then the Spectrum project also went sour, and others were not doing well. Candace had passed a previous test of getting herself onto the net, so after a time, we decided since she was eager to share, to take up the journey again.

This is had been a bit of difficult journey, as the resistance had grown, and we made a decision since a great deal of material was now circulating on the net to not do the "daily news" as we did in those other projects. The goal this time was to build AbundantHope, a team with others on the ground, and the protection of all these ones has become a considerable task.

A major reason we have not selected more regional directors is for this very reason, as the bigger coalitions become, the more risk to our players on earth. And of course, there are many who will serve after stasis that have never heard of AbundantHope and we will select the remaining directors thus during the stasis period out of the large pool of those that might be interested. We do still have some idea with some who have come thru AH for some of these positions, but right now, it is better to wait before announcing them.

This has a been a tough 5 years for some of us on this side. The dark have really joined forces, with like mind and the battle between those groups who would own the planet. It great at this time and most of this battle is through financial avenues and the destructions of corporations and businesses.

We have lost many who walked the earth these last years despite the protection offered. Some have just needed to leave and take the opportunity when it arises, not protecting themselves. Some are here in cloned forms and we have lost many cloned forms! When a person has a clone of themselves, they can take greater risk and have. Similarly many of us only use holograms on the ground.

We have accomplished much. Do not be concerned by what you may perceive as lack of progress. There is great progress, and this program has grown in scope considerably. Before AbundantHope, we would have simply cleansed the planet and walked away for a time. By Cleanse, I mean allowed the pole reversal and axis changes, and then provided assistance for a time, to allow life to reestablish itself sooner so the planet could be populated with spiritual god conscious man in 500 years or so, instead of several thousand that is usual, and which is occurring with many planets now in rest mode in other parts of this war torn region of Nebadon. There are 496 planets in rest mode right now; so great has the darkness been.

This is the Seed planet, it is Christ Michael's bestowal world, so the plan is a bit different for this world. It is not desired for the benefits of those elsewhere in this universe and others who are watching, to wait too long on the Bestowal and Seed planet. Thus we are going to give this plan developed the last few years a try, that of the stasis and returning the more evolved souls to the planet after the full cleansing of pollutants and negativity.

Now it is important to understand, that the world, while lovely and clean will be a harsher place to live for some time afterwards, but you will have our partnership this time, which was offered so many years ago and rejected by most of the people of earth, mostly thru religion, but of course the governments themselves, the "elites' as they call themselves still refuse to come into any sort of cooperation.

The plan is more thorough that we have declared at this point, but we will not cover that so publicly yet at this time. You who are attending the teaching and planning sessions, those roughly 100,000 people selected, actually I can give you the exact number, it is 99,278 people, are the only ones who will be "awake." The count is final. These ones of course are from every culture and location on the planet and some of them will not be returning to their native lands due to whatever earth changes occur during this time.

Some of you, in that case who will be amongst peoples who are staying with the planet, but not from whence they came, these evacuated ones, who will be placed into a variety of underground areas before being awakened. These ones will be awakened and allowed to come into their new reality and then as places are made possible, return to the surface of the planet.

Now, we have not be fully forthcoming in the numbers that might remain, and the estimate at this time is about 1 billion. The 'shell shock' will be great. The reduction for the planets sake really should be more, but it was felt these ones would benefit greatly from staying, and many unconsciously of course, want to stay. We will be about having to get the best of technology moving as rapidly as possible, as this is the most the planet can handle with the best of technology and spirituality and much spirituality will still be missing, but assisted by our teams and the shock of the situation.

AbundantHope will be somewhat renamed to reflect the partnership with myself and Christ Michael during stasis, but we have not even considered yet what the name will be. We wish to keep AbundantHope part of the name, so obviously it's going to be a larger name.

I do not remember if we have covered this or not, but Christ Michael will himself have a headquarters area on the planet and it will also be in Colorado, but separate from the international planetary prince headquarters. However, that will not be in place on the awakening; it will be built by the people when the time is right some years later.

We had a hope of getting the planet into light and life within 80 years. But I doubt this, as does Monjoronson who originally suggested that idea. The building and other activities must so change, in addition to the issue of establishing true sustainability. There will also be shorter periods of stasis, in the coming years, and the public will know and be prepared, to allow for some the continued and necessary rearrangement of the lands. We have stated the land massses must be in resonable balance as part of the monopolarity, when your planet will stand upright.

Candace: A few days ago I prepared a post for RMN's and mentioned how the behavior of his planet must become upright, while mentioning tilt changes. We have a tilt, because we are not yet an upright civilization, in fact we are a failed civilization, once again. When we are an upright cilvisation, we enter monoplarity in which the planet is also upright without a tilt, and thus we will have no seasons.

Esu: As you are aware, most of the land masses are above the current equator, but you will even after stasis have a new equator with the axis shift that will occur fairly soon after the magnetic reversal. You are not going to live in a great deal of comfort over many, many years. But this method does considerably shorten the waiting of 500 or more years to rmerely reintroduce man to the planet. The whole of the superunivese will be watching this grand experiment.

Remember, also that NO Creator Son OR Avonal Son performing the Bestowals similar to the Creator Son, have returned to actually involve themselves with the planet of bestowal so directly. I suggest if you have not read our piece of long ago, #25 published on April 25th of 2005, that you do so. Your planet is thus UNIQUE in the creation. Christ Michael will actually walk this planet again with you, when the energies are a bit higher and he will have an accessible retreat area that all will attend that desire so, at least once in their lifetimes. http://abundanthope.net/pages/By_Candace_6/25_No_Other_Planet_Has_Walked_Personally_with_Chri_39.shtml

As we have said before, we will return with an intact internet, television and radio communications. The cell phone network will be heavily damaged however, and may not be operating at all. There are better methods than your cell phones anyway, and it would be better to move in the direction of better invovations.

Now, it has been noticed that there seem to be large ships around the sun and this is so. There are some also considerably closer to you than the sun, but we are adjusting the sun at this point. We have the large evacuation ships much closer in, and also many other mother craft have moved closer in. We will of course, be evacuating folks at various times just before and after stasis, and many going in body to other places will be removed then, and also later. We must remove those who are to survive, quickly from certain areas that will experience tsunami's and the like. The energy of these waves can be harmful to even the form in stasis. Not the soul, the form.

The new planet of which we have spoken has now at this time about 300,000 earth folks living on it. This explains some disappearances of people. These ones have laid the way. During the stasis period, people choosing this growth experience will be taken in small groups, rather than having masses of people plopped on the place. When normal planets have some problems and need to move, they usually have at least some of their own transportation and awareness, but so is not the case with earth. We will thus add gradually to the population of that planet. At the end of stasis, it's population should be a few million, which is still a huge adjustment, but there is great help there for the process. Absolutely no criminal element will be going there. Nor staying with this planet.

Even people in the inner earth are going to have to vacate some areas that will be upset. Despite the false imformation put out, they do not live in dimensions that would not be affected. Earth is a physical 2nd Density planet and that does not change, ever, even with the ascension. Rocks will move in many locations. If we were to be evacuating the whole planet in fact, most of these folks would be moving for a time, except for the several civilizations that can manufacture their own air to breathe. Most use surface air coming thru various methods.

You are NOT all going into inner earth "crystal cities" as Sheldon Nidle puts out. Those staying with the earth will be in a condition of stasis, except those that are on the big planning committee, the numbers above. All staying however, since the soul does not sleep will be receiving more education during the process which will assist their awakening to the new world, less shock, let us say.

Sheldon suggests in the nature of his writing that all folks will go into inner earth. Well beloveds, they can't handle over 7 billion of you there. Sheldon has become subject to some misinformation. He has so long been involved in his original story, he has resisted all attempts to "upgrade" to the new one. His sources also have this problem, so that doesn't assist Sheldon in his change that is needed.

So, beloveds, that is mostly enough, this is after all our anniversary, but you have been wishing an update. The anniversary is glorious beloveds and we are celebrating it in these realms, for a great plan has been birthed. Be not impatient because great plans take time to form. This was NOT our original plan, ever. But we did hope that the dark would come into some sort of cooperation in those early days with the vision we presented at the time, and they did not.

We would have liked that vision to manifest. However, it is doubtful that most embroiled in religion would have adequately accepted it, as many were going to have to migrate anyway to other places, and there was much fear. Few would have accepted my own appearance on your television sets. Many on our social teams did not feel the planetary peoples would adjust and the robotics are a huge problem in this arena. They are mind controlled of course to the extreme, and would not have adapted.

The ones who did get thought adjusters will awaken at some point on the mansion worlds as they have room to accept them. There are some borderline ones that other planets may accept, but these planets are lower vibrations and there is the risk of enslavement. We have still not finalized the plans for some of them. Some will survive the desolution that occurrs naturally during the magnetic changes of the pole reversal. There is enough "spirit" in them. The better forms of animals also survive the desolution, so not to worry about them.

Candace: Some of this desolution occurs during the pole reversal, but I myself am still a bit lost on this topic. If some of you new readers missed the piece Leonette and Thoth did, you can read it here. http://abundanthope.net/pages/By_Leonette_112/More_Detail_on_the_Process_of_the_Magnetic_Reversa_3610.shtml    Â

Esu: So dear ones, pause and celebrate for a time, for it is worthy to do so. The five years of "waiting' has been so much more productive than some of you impatient ones are aware of. Drop your impatinece over your problems and go with the flow more. It is not for us to rush a project of this magnetitude just to relieve you of your discomforts. Some of you know what I am speaking about here!

Be in great joy, for even the Father in Heaven in Paradise is overjoyed by the prospect of what has been developed for this world. This has been personally for myself, the most productive years in my very long existance, even beyond those of fleeing the clutches of the dark in Lyra so long ago now, because we have done more than flea, we have created a new option to explore. Namaste, Esu.